"No," I said, and then dropped down on to the vacated air mattress, lying face down to hide my throbbing erection.Mother hesitated and I could feel he... eyes on me as she said, "I'll go up to the house and prepare lunch, are you coming?"I was very close to coming, but not in the sense she meant. "No," I said, "I'll stay here for a while, just give me a call."I watched mother start to make her way up the track, and when she got about half way she stopped, turned, and briefly looked down at me.. She was headstrong and outspoken in these matters; Kristian could barely keep track of the number of times he had lost her on a night out as she unloaded these opinions on some stranger she'd found who disagreed, let alone the earful he received at almost all times. He had once moved to kill a fly that buzzed around her room, only for her to scream at him that it had as much of a right to live as either of them. The fly lived on, but she didn't talk to him for the rest of the day. She was too. Anyway, I started going on adult dating sites and perusing CL to see if I could actually find women that wanted to do this with me ...When I first started seeking this out it actually did not take me that long to find a woman shared these same desires. I sent her a message and a picture and told her I just wanted to make a date and time to meet at a motel room ... no long introductions ... no dinner and drinks ... just meet and fuck bareback like the sex-addicted sluts we were. She agreed, sent. I was unsure, but Sara convinced me to do it. As we departed, hekept walking at my side. I noticed at each step he gave, he approachedhis hand from mine. I knew what he wanted to do, but played the innocentfool. Finally he took my hand and I didn't withdraw it. We walked untilwe reached the rocks. I stood there, facing him and he cautiouslyapproached his face from mine, until he kissed me. I could not believe,I was kissing a man... and I liked it! Even by writing this down, I feelmy pussy.