My two loves and my puppy were all surrounding me, all sleeping peacefully, and all content that I would protect them.When I awoke, Rebecca was plaste...ed against me, Colleen had her arm thrown across her eyes, and was sleeping deep, and Benjamin was sitting beside me, patiently waiting for me to wake up and let him out. He took care of his need, and I did the same once he was safely back inside the house. Rather than risk waking the girls, I fed Ben, cleaned up the kitchen, made breakfast,. I then passed the bottle over to Dad, and then slowly slathered her neck, shoulders and back with the fragrant oil. I worked my fingers carefully over her muscles, feeling for knotted areas and trying to soothe them. Her skin shimmered with the lubricant, allowing my hands to glide effortlessly from place to place ... lingering particularly around her shoulders and neck.Dad also had his hands full attending to Mom. He appeared to be enjoying himself thoroughly, smoothing her glistening skin. " No, that was sweet, but damn right she'd be jealous of me living withsuch a beautiful woman who cooks like you do." Tim shoveled some eggsin his mouth. "It's better I not leave this house with another girl'slipstick on me, ok?"They both cracked up laughing as they'd passed another milestone.Jacob had grown even more comfortable with himself in the role ofJessica, no longer stuck just as an over-dressed cross dresser but nowslowly adjusting to a more casual stay at home feminine life.Slowly. Once this choice of yours is made…that is it. Can you understand what I am saying to you? I can’t be a second in your life. I have to be first.’ I left and went to a hotel. June stopped by and talked to me. She was worried about Sarah. I was too, but I knew that Sarah had to make the decision about what she wanted first. It was out of my hands. I didn’t want to lose her, but she was not thinking right at all. She still wanted her cake and to eat it too. June asked me how I was holding up. Did.