She spent much of the next day searching the house for him and finally found him in the library. He was mopey and depressed and it was to be expected....He was now alone in the house and had been completely blindsided by Patricia’s departure. Gwen felt awkward standing there knowing that she had masterminded his girlfriend’s eviction. She did not know how to even start the conversation. ‘I’m sorry about voting Patricia out, Connor,’ she said as she approached the table. He did not look at her,. .you umm...oh hell! You masturbated?"I felt my face get very hot and I knew that I was blushing like aschoolgirl. I busied myself with the food, trying to get myself backunder some kind of control."Well, YES, Eric!" I finally retorted. ?That's exactly what I did! I'mnot proud of it. I didn't intend to do it, but that's just whathappened. I'm very ashamed of doing that in there, but it seemed thatonce I got started, I couldn't stop! It felt so GOOD, and so different,and so GOOD...ohhh, I'm so. Yep, herinitials do spell SAD and she often does not use the surname for thatreason.Over the years, she fades into the background and then rears up andappears again although she is never far away. Always packed in a suitcasewhen we are away from home and appearing, discreetly, when Joanna issleeping or in the hospital.I did say to JJ that I wanted her to meet Samantha in person as she isaware of her and despite me respecting JJ's choice I still leaveSamantha's clothing - mainly bra, panties,. Many hands were now moving all over my body as they pulled my dress from my shoulders exposing the pink bra, while the kneeling man pushed my skirt up and started fingering my slit thru the panties. Hands suddenly seemed to be everywhere on my body, my bra roughly unlatched and two men began chewing on my nipples.Unwillingly, I moaned loudly, again trying to keep my eyes down. This seemed to excite them even more having the same affect on me as well. I felt my hands guided to their hardened.