I was able to avoid having todo this, but Dr. Williamson then upped the ante and told me she'd happilywrite a formal diagnosis AND a prescription for ...ormone replacementtherapy immediately- as long as I came out to my parents (and infairness, as a minor, she couldn't really prescribe such radicaltreatment behind my parents' back). When I again refused she started meon a course of 'behavioural therapy'- analysing my behaviours to improvethe way I feel about myself. And it has helped- previously. I went to see her, but found she was working all alone. The materials scattered all over the benches, and she was busy drawing sitting on one of them. She was so engrossed in her work that she was completely unaware of my presence.She looked really pretty in the uniform and as I was looking at her my eyes all on a sudden went towards her parted legs. I could see her pink panty. Suddenly I felt my dick growing hard. I did see a lot of porn bt that was the first time I saw a girl like that. I. Both me and Arshi involuntarily glanced at the screen before taking off our eyes due to guilt. Again after a few seconds, our eyes met briefly with no expression from her, no anger, no lust, no shock, no guilt, absolutely no expression. I don’t know why, but I held her by the hand and started pulling me close.Still, she wasn’t speaking nor stopping me. I made her sit on my lap as I sat on the sofa. She had worn loose cotton pajamas and a grey night suite. She was looking downwards. I made up my. I followed and realised I had come across a circle jerk. 5 or 6 men were in a circle jerking and a number were in the bushes watching. It was weird. No contact just watching. Well I like to be touched so I didn't join the circle but stayed hidden in the bushes and unzipped. I also unbuttoned my shirt and surreptitiously stroked my cold and lust hardened nipple under my shirt.I thought I was hidden but a man detached himself from some shadowy bushes and walked towards me. He was short. Older.