She asked, "Why exactly did you quit?"Philip huffed and told her the truth about how he was picked on and toldher what he had done to disprove the rum...rs. Carlotta shook her head athim and said, "You're a very stupid boy for giving up something you're sogood at because of others."Philip shrugged and finished eating. After another rehearsal, Carlottahelped Philip get ready for the performance. The girls all did their ownmakeup, but their hair was styled by the in-house stylist. While thegirls. She comes over to the tub and says “any problems getting washed?”I said “Yes, wash my back for me.” She takes the washcloth and begins to wash my back. She grabs the soap and begins to lather my shoulders and back really well. GOD, it feels great. Her touch is making me get a hard-on again and she looks down at the water and notices it smiling as she works.“It is sooo great SEEING you here bro.”I’m not sure what she meant by that comment but I simply replied “Thanks, I’m glad I’m here too.”She. Caitlin's parents lived in what is called a "gated community", that is a number of houses surrounded, usually by some type of decorative fence or wall, with a guard at the gate on the only road into it. It's fancy, I guess, and does allow them to feel a sense of privacy and security. As I headed to her house in the limo, I saw that a police car was in the street in front of the gate, and that there were a number of people standing on the road side. The limo passed through the gate without. One has to deal with two worlds. People like me, who want to live in one world while rejecting the other, have it rough. I want to be daddy at any cost, and I don’t think India has any law that allows a gay couple to adopt a child. That’s why if I want to be a father I have to keep mum about my sexuality and that makes me feel more cursed.To be honest, I was attracted to men before women as early as my adolescent days. My two neighbors always drove me crazy. One was my daddy’s age who wandered.