I slowly scan the book and remember remembering being a bit of a nerd, I would always stutter around them. I was also having slight issue with blackou...s during this time. The blackouts sometimes lasted for few minutes while others lasted for whole night. The worse blackouts occurred about the same time after seeing the girls the last time before they committed suicide.As I scan the title of the first page I can recall the first major blackout. It was following the homecoming dance when I saw. Mentally I had been ready, but physically that last session had worn me out. I most be getting old.She had said she hoped to see me shopping there again. She wasn't there when I went to the store. I didn't know what shift she worked. I didn't see her at Food Court at noontime. That evening I went back to eat dinner. I was wearing my new shorts. I had removed all of the netting by now. As I was eating, my fantasy walked in the door. She bought her food and walked over to my table and said "Hi,. Tina screamed."Scarper!" I shouted. I grabbed her arm and dragged her to the lift.Reggie was on the floor, gripping his face.The lift closed before he could get up. My pulse was hammering. Tinawas blubbing. "What did you do? What did you do? You hit him! James,you've never hit anyone in your whole life!"Then she just stared at me because I started laughing. I startedlaughing and I couldn't stop. A deep slanting uncouth ah ah ah ah ah!That came up from my chest and bellowed out, shaking my. I applied the sun cream to Lucy as Simon did Jo then the girls returned the favor. We lay down and soaked up some rays. About an hour or so passed and Lucy asked if we had any drinks as she was thirsty. We hadn't so I slipped on my shorts an t-shirt , grabbed my wallet and climbed out the dunes. About 500 yards away was an ice cream van so I trotted off and got some cold soft drinks. I found where we were as it was more secluded than I had realized and dropped down to hand over the drinks. The.