I came over to ask if you needed any help cleaning up?”“Um… I don’t know what you mean,” I lied nervously.“Oh come on Brad, you think I do...’t know what a party sounds like? I live next door for crying out loud. I know you had a party and I thought you might like some help cleaning up.”“Well, thank you… but why?”“Because I know what it’s like to be young. Come on, let’s not waste anymore time.”With that, she came in past me. I hurried to grab the garbage bags. I handed her one and started to. But if I missed it, I could fly back to the UK Friday afternoon, spend the night with Karl and Almira, and arrive home as expected on Saturday morning. I made the suggestion in a late night, moan and growl filled call with Karl and Almira and they were both ecstatic at the idea, so my flights were changed. And I needed to overdose on my cocaine.I landed at Heathrow just after six and my ‘meet and greet’ taxi dropped me off at Karl and Almira’s just before seven-thirty. Although it was April. She reached down and grabbed hold of my cock, "You like jerking off alone?" she asked me as she started to jerk my cock. "Only when no one is around" I replied and with that she leaned in and we kissed. By now I was horny for her and as we kissed I reached up and began to caress her tits through her blouse. For several minutes we stayed this way until I was totally turned on as was she and we stopped and headed for the bedroom. I immediately took off her blouse and skirt and saw she had on a. ..My very first time, I was a virgin; I was his virgin...I remembered all the stories my girlfriends told me about their first time...I couldn't wait to tell,them about mine...I had always masturbated, but this was beautiful... I was in love....This lustful feeling was mine forever,,..My boyfriend was drafted and sent off to Viet Nam..I was devastated.. Would I ever see him again?Many days and nights were spent thinking about that afternoon, the afternoon of lovemaking and lust...My loneliness.