. I mean, I just want to know, because, I have..."Elissa looked surprised. "Why Amy Amelia Torch!" she said, playfully pushing her friend. "You've fuc...ed yourself with rubber?!? You never told me that! Why didn't you tell me that?!? God! I swear, every time I think you're a prude you blow me away with something crazy, you know? You're crazy, you're fucking nuts!!!"Amy blushed deeply as her friend laughed. She was embarrassed and didn't know how to respond."No, no! Come on, come here!" Elissa. Only to find my blood-lust fading, but how? Why? My face was changing back to the oriental set of my real being ... I was going to kill this Slayer for no reason but I was stopped.I released the girl quickly moving back from her as I knew she would try to fight back, but she didn't! She was struck by the same spell that I had been.Mary Jane turned slowly to look at me, "What happened just then?" She asked, her eyes flashing around for a target, one that didn't include me.I shook my head, "I do. "My name is Sarah." Hi Sarah, my name is Cal. It's very nice to meet you." I replied. This started some small talk between us where she told me that she was married to John and pointed him out in the crowd. She asked several questions about me regarding my work and the strange hours that I kept. I learned that John was an executive for a big company and did a lot of traveling, she was a school teacher and they had two daughters both in college. As we spoke, John came over and introduced himself. She wore a long thick white cotton nightie that hid her from neck to ankle, her legs curled up beneath her as she read.Mother shifted beneath my silent scrutiny, and I recalled how Gerald had commanded her to feel excitement when I looked at her. I turned away and moved to sit across from mom in the chair.The silence was thick but I kept my eyes looking into the shadows to the side of the room. Why did Gerald put me in this position - I never asked him to do this? A movement caught my eye and I.