I lied on a bench alone and started jerking off as there was no painkillers in the kit and I knew it could help me forget about the pain. The door sud...enly opened without a knock and I saw this boy at the door, I immediately got up and pretended like I was examining my tighs. The boy asked if I was okay, he was sent there for me and I told him if he knew how to apply a massage. He said no but I told him that I could teach him how to. Then without pulling my pants up I lied again on the bench. Della Conrad held her hand out as we were introduced, and we shook."A pleasure meeting you Mr. James," adding a smile equal to the one Simone the receptionist was wearing. "If you'll come with me, Mr. Guilford is looking forward to meeting you."Simone offered to take my helmet and then I followed Della and wondered at the magnitude of the reception I was being given. There was something at work here I didn't understand yet.I wasn't sure how much of the third floor was dedicated to Michael. As a result, the citizens put expectations on themselves. It’s all supposed to affect behavior. Then things like love, passion, imagination and even hormones have an effect on behavior that conflict with society’ expectations. It can make for a tumultuous life. A lot of it depends on how seriously you take society’s strictures. Or maybe it’s more to do with whether or not you think you can stay below society’s radar.The next two days were a little like trying to tiptoe barefoot across a room. I also visited a sex shop and got my first dildo. You can easily understand how I passed the whole night. For the next days I kept practicing with the make-up kit and I managed to reach an acceptable level. I was feeling really tired as I was sl**ping late (thanks to the dildo) and had to attend several classes. I was planning to rest during the weekend but I wanted to visit the gay bar again. This time I took the dress and top with me as well as the make-up kit. I arrived holding my backpack.