Prescriptions were safe, they did not hurt or rape. Socially she refused all invitations to parties and gatherings. Shut away in her flat, her old fri...nds and acquaintances gradually fell away, apart from a few whom had really loved her, and these all female. She would admit no men into her company unless circumstances forced it. Even then, she treated them with disdain and given the slightest opportunity lashed them with sarcasm. She moved from her flat to a small house, perhaps because a. The command seemed only right to the left and right. I'm rather shy person and I was somehow hard to talk down to him normally. Although there is a lot younger than I was afraid of is to be intentions. In the end, hardly we know each other. We traveled in search of a secluded place and as it turned out it was a dirt lane leading to the river. Since it was a lot of mud and fairly big ruts decided not drive too far so as not to bury. I stood behind the bushes close to the road so you could see. I took the opportunity to look in on the children while they were cooking. They were all lying on the bed side-by-side with pillows on either end. Fascinated, I watched them as they slept. They all looked so peaceful and it brought a tear to my eye when I thought about how little time I had with them, even though I had all the time in the world. I vowed to spend more time with my babies. I heard Mom call us to dinner just then. I gently closed the door and made my way to the dining room.The. See you when I get home."She walked out of the room, shutting the door as she left. A couple of minutes later, I heard her down in the kitchen. I stayed in Amanda's room until I heard Cathy's car start.I decided that I needed some tests done on me to see what I really am. Am I male or female? If my lab still existed, I could do most of the tests myself. But now, I need to have someone else test me. Which means that I've got to leave the house, dressed as Amanda, looking like Amanda. Only I.