I remember what it was like being your age. I went thru the same things you are going thru, but you really need to use a condom when you have sex. Y...u are too young to be a father." I finally spoke to her and told her that we were not doing it where I could get her pregnant. "You were having anal sex?" I told her that we only did oral and anal. I'm sure I was blushing when I told her. "That’s one way to keep from getting pregnant." Mom slowly and gently ran her hand around my bare chest. I thought I’d go and pee behind the building. I passed two or three parked cars on the grass verge then when I got closer I realised it was even better , it was a public toilet. I propped my bike up against the wall outside the toilet and went inside. It was quite dim in there just light coming in thru the windows above the urinals. There was a guy standing at the urinals having a pee and three cubicles but all of the doors were closed so I had to go to the stand up . I undid the buttons on my. "Uh, no, young man," she said, "Please getin the back seat, if you please. And buckle your seat belt." Well, Iwondered what was going on!We drove about an hour, and she asked me if I was nervous. When I toldher I was, she giggled, and told me she had something to help, but Icouldn't tell anyone. With that, she handed me a little leathercovered silver flask, and told me to take a couple good swigs of thebrandy, it would help. I did, and as I was handing the flask back, Icould feel my body. My mind was filled with what happened during this time in my life as a youngster with desires I couldn’t control.After the dishes were done Wendy asked to visit her friend next door and Mom and I were left alone in the house. Setting on the couch next to her I knew the subject would come up again and I had no answer for her regardless of the questions I thought she would ask.“Larry do you feel like you should be a girl instead of a boy?” She asked putting her hand on top of mine. Her hand was.