“I’m Bre, and I think you know why I spend most of my grocery shopping at the meat counter.” I shook her hand. “I’m Ben, and I have to admi... you surprised me there, women aren’t usually so bold talking like that in public.” “You’re somewhat attractive, you dress well and you’re carrying a small shopping basket, so I presume you might be single,” she said confidently. “If you’d like to have lunch and get better acquainted, I think you might be surprised even more.” I agreed, and I told the. Are we eating in or out tonight: I loved that bistro we ate in last time I was here. Is there anything like that we can go to, but I don't mind if we stay in." Yes, I'm sure we can find somewhere! But let's just sit here for a while and watch the world go by."Sarah always felt quite relaxed when she and Kevin went on holiday, but this was a different kind of relaxed, somehow. There were smart little cafés in the up-market and more fashionable parts of London; but here they seemed to be. If Pete hadn't found someone as good looking as David. If Pete hadn't found such a good lover. If Pete hadn't brought him round to meet me. If Pete hadn't fed me so much wine that night, and mostly if Pete hadn't pushed me into allowing David into our bed.Again, it was Pete, that pushed me into blowing David, into pushing to get more of him down my throat, I did my best, but didn't come close to all of it. It was Pete that wanted me to swallow as David came in my mouth, something I had never. As we were walking out, mom pointed out themakeup shop, urging me to go in. I drew the line right there, insistingthat we go home, and she gave in. I had done what she asked, now Iwanted to change clothes.I took the new things to my room, ready to change into a pair of jeansand a tee, but I stood in front of the mirror and looked at myselfagain. Unlike before, this girl would have a lot of kids, probablyboys, trying to get her to go out with them. I looked so different thatI really had no.