After another moan she shifted forward slightly, bringing her face to his. Her lips brushed his. Once. Twice. She pushed a hot breath through her ...ose and across his mouth, then she let out another gasp. “When Steve gets up he’s gonna want to mess around.” Robert didn’t say anything back to that. He just gave her a couple of slightly harder jabs with his fingers as he circled her clit with the tip of his thumb. She leaned in and kissed him on the lips again. Then she moved slightly down. I figured she would of just closed the door to give me privacy but instead she stood there - I still remember it - she had just gotten back from a morning jog - she was wearing running shorts, a white tshirt and was glistening in sweat (she was an attractive woman) - needless to say for a horny 17 year old virgin it wasn't the worst thing to see in the world lol.So I just stood there dumbfounded, totally like a deer in headlights. I can't really remember how long she was there for - 30 seconds,. I have always felt best taking the girl role and cannot get erect so i am pretty useless to most females. Hence i started dating guys and experimenting with recreational d**gs to make things more comfortable down below.One week i decided to try a late night dance/sex club that catered for all genders in London to see what went on. I wasn’t long inside when it dawned on me i had a voyeuristic tendency and enjoyed watching some of the couples do their thing. I was there nearly all night and found. ‘She died when I was four years old’.‘Oh my God! I’m so sorry. You pour thing’.Nana got very emotional about me not having a mom. She looked at me with such softness in her lovely brown eyes. Then she suddenly had her arms around me and hugged me very close and tight. It was a bit awkward but also very nice. Actually I was very comfortable in Nanas presence and company.Nana gave me a soft kiss on my forehead and whispered into my ears:‘I wish I could have been your mom. I would have loved.