The one thing I had not wanted to do was surrender my weapons but on a civilian ship that was not an option. There were a few smart mouthed fleet offi...ers and arrogant business men but I stayed away from them. They could not understand the ship’s captain inviting me to dine at her table every night though.On my last day I put my formal uniform on for the shuttle to Spectra Station. The captain met me at the boarding area as the officers snapped to attention. She smiled and kissed my cheek,. It was now or never. I had given up my apartment and moved into a little rented place for a couple of weeks. Mollie agreed to come and say goodbye.She arrived in a taxi and made sure we didn't get too close until it had driven away, just in case the driver recognised her. Then she permitted a peck on the cheek and we went into the room. It had a curtain right down the middle with which you could separate the living area from the bed, and I had made that separation.I had made a simple pasta. Gora rang thodi height kam thi phr b ek dum zabardasth thiMai wahan jakey chai poocha toh maami boli doodh logey toh mainey kaha thumara pilao toh maami bolo hat badmaash mainey maami ka haath pakda aur poocha raat ko kaisa laga toh woh boli araam se karogey toh accha lagta lekin bahot zaldi mein hogaya phr bhi ek ajeeb sa sukh mila shaadi 15 saal baad toh mainey kaha nahaney ja raha hun ,aur main baath room gaya toh udhar maami pehle se hi kapdey dhulayi ki tayyari kar rahi thi mai udhar hi. After the party started to die down there were only few people, mostly family. My cousin invited me to spend the night because our parents were going out to the bar for a hockey game. Around 9pm we were alone me Jerry and his sister Katie.Katie was 14 and having had grown up in a family such as ours was, she was very much like us. She did what we did. We watched tv for a while before going outside to smoke. When we came back in from "altering our mindset" lol we played video games until we.