A part of me wants to run for the door and a part of me is so excited I can hardly breathe,” I responded. He sat there for a minute, “I do underst...nd and I will do everything possible to help you feel more comfortable and if you want to leave at any time I can deal with that…at least up to a point.” There was a tender firmness in his voice that let me know that once he was ready to push his cock in my asshole, it was too late. He reached into a bowl on the table and removed two fat joints,. All these messages were in group. He said “Where do I have to come?” I said” come to my place” and I dm him my address privately and said that he can come anytime. He was hottest of all the boys in the group. Slowly we started talking and exchanged few pics and then numbers. He said that he really liked my figure and wanted to fuck me hard. I stopped him by saying that he can come to my house only to hug me nothing else was going to happen between us so soon. He pleaded but I said no. Meanwhile. He said yes.I got both his balls in my mouth and I could tell he really liked it.He told me he want to fuck me. I got off the floor and got on all fours on the bed. I put lubricant on my shaved ass. I put a condom on his cock and applied the lubricant on it. He came from behind and put his big hard cock in my ass. I had prepared for this with a dildo before he came but still his cock was bigger and longer. It really hurt but I was determined to be his woman and show him I could take all of him.. I tossed my sperm soaked cotton knickers into the undergrowth, and made my way back to school, telling no-one of my encounter, instead toying with it in fascination, as if he were some sort of fairy-tale prince, which clearly shows a difference in attitude towards what we are taught and what our bodies enjoy.Sitting in class amongst boys with knickers also threw up an interesting feeling, as I wondered what the boys would think if they knew I was unprotected and bare, clearly my whole demeanor.