Sharon was my 1st GF & I lost my virginity to her at 24yrs old. I eventually got the courage up to buy a dildo & get Sharon to fuck me with it. For so...e reason I feel dirty after being violated. 2004After the birth of our 1st c***d Sharon’s mum came up to help out. One day I was out the back doing some stuff, I noticed the bathroom window open. I had a peak inside & saw Sharon getting out with Phoebe after a shower & saw her mum undressing to get in. My hand automatically went to my cock while. He almost fell over, but I grabbed his sides and began to give him the ass fucking of his life. “Tell me you like it.” I ordered. “I like it,” he gasped. “No, you know what I want to hear.” I rammed it into his ass as hard as I could. “I like you fucking my ass with your strap on cock, Mistress,” he managed to say. “That’s my slut,” I said. I kept fucking him for the next twenty minutes, until I finally got a little blood out of his asshole. Then I took the strap on off, and shoved the dildo. I had accepted my state now. I no longer shielded by mind from uttering the phrase. I loved him. I saw it clearly now, though I could no more explain it than I could explain the sun. It was there, a simple fact. That was all that mattered. Sometime during the second day of my healing I got to see the cabin boy. He was pitiful sight, thin and emasculated, his demeanor dull and quiet. He did not smile at me but only shrugged when I spoke to him and asked him how he fared. Only later, from a crew. I must have rested for over four hours. I opened eyes and looked at auntie. She was sleeping with her back towards me. Her legs were folded, exposing her buttocks. I raised on my hand and looked at her. Her boobs were pressed together and she was looking beautiful. This time, it was my turn to get horny. I touched her buttocks and caressed them. I could not resist putting my finger in the cleavage of her boobs. I moved my fingers in her through her boobs. She came awake and looked up. She saw.