.. eliminate.So there I was, freshly dead, stepping away from my body, like a butterfly escaping its crysalis, left lying on the hospital bed. Looking...outside the room, I could see the nursing staff frozen in the act of running towards the room I had just been occupying, when I heard a voice behind me."Hello, Henry."Well, I've been a Christian for a long time and had seen unbelieving sinners come and go, but I knew Who spoke to me, for my soul knew Him. I was, without any doubt at all, meeting. I doubt your heritage is even Hispanic.’ ‘Yeah. You’re so smart, huh?’ Alma said, dropping all pretense of an accent. ‘Gerhardt thought it would be cute if I acted like a sweet little Mex. At least I can take off this crappy uniform now. I hate to wear white.’ ‘Why do you call Doug ‘Gerhardt’?’ ‘That’s his name, stupid. Emil Gerhardt,’ Alma sneered, finishing the bandage. ‘He’s one hot tamale, huh?’ Leaning against the mahogany headboard, Camille ran a hand through her hair, finding the tender. Everything you knew, everything you had, it all has to go. Friends, family, everyone. You have to do what I had to do. Kill yourself… but live through it.”That was it. Dam-busters time. The tears rolled before I knew what hit me, and in less than the time it took for a room to get dark after a burnt-out light bulb, I was bawling. Full-on, soul-clearing crying. Crying so hard that your stomach hurts, your nose runs, and you cough. Van did something that at the time I thought was a real son-of-a. They had copious amounts of it in gallon and half gallon sizes stacked all over the store.Next we saw my first life sized sex doll. I forget her name, but we will call her Janice. She had that realistic looking skin and the same frozen O mouth. She also had two holdouts where you could add tons of the lube: one for her mouth, and one for her pussy and anus. Her pussy and anus looked a bit gaped, but otherwise seemed fairly accurate. She may have cost like $3000.00 at the time, but whatever it.