Gary lost the second hand and now came the deciding hand. I lost. We heard someone open the back sliding door and we got into our sleeping bags coveri...g the mags up. Rex's mom leaned into the tent and said she was going to turn off the porch light and go to the den to watch TV. We all thanked her and she left zipping up the tent. Rex jumped out of the bag I need to take the mags back to Mike's room before he gets home. We gathered all of the mags up and put them in his pillow case. He pulled. I didn't realize I had drank that much – I always get so angry and horny when I drink. I would beat her and fuck her – that's why you have a wife, there always there when you need a punching bag or wet hole. I noticed the man driving the cab was a big black nigger. The lazy bastard said nothing just drove in silence and smoked an obnoxious cigar. I asked if he could put it out while I was in the cab. All he did was open the window between the front and back wider. He turned and blew smoke my. But we have things that need to be done and people we need to see. That's another life for both of us. Now we talked about it all. Always getting to know each other better. That's what I like about Daddy. He wants to know me. All about me. And it's such a treat when He tells me new things. He's done so much in His life. That's why He's such a good teacher. I giggled and snuggled into His lap. I was so happy. I knew Daddy was glad I had begged to come see Him. I could tell, as I stroked His. ”“Will do, Doctor Stanton. Thank you.”“This is the end for you Stanton. Defending rape and incest? I’ll file a formal complaint against you immediately.”He didn’t respond, and followed me out of the office. I did what he said and made a beeline to Doctor Hart’s office. He was busy, but I insisted that the secretary interrupt him that it was a matter of life and death.“Mike?” Doctor Hart asked when he came to the front desk.“Dean Parker is trying to suspend and expel me based on the Family.