From that day onwards it was a very tough time for me as i have lost all the respect for her in my heart and started making love with her in my though...s . I started starring at her always.Whenever i get any chance i use to look at her navel which was deep and round and sometimes also i used to tingle at her waist . Even she started noticing me that i am looking at her with different feelings and she also realized that i am touching her intensionaly but she did not restrict me from doing this .. They put two tubes in the cock where the erectile tissue used to be, a reservoir for the fluid in my groin and a small pump in my scrotum with my balls. Essentially I had three balls now and this seemed to excite them. I'd explained it to Sherry but they wanted to know, and then all three wanted to pump it up. You can see it on the internet.Of course the guys wanted to see too, so there they were, looking over the women's shoulders, watching them play with my cock, pumping it up then deflating. Realised that R is a serious gardener - and that I might quite enjoy it too. Tea and more snooze in Elizabeth's swing chair. Could this be my life? A typical Sunday? Gave up trying to concentrate on essay and went for more under-gardening. Bliss. Then R with a bundle of theatre tickets - unobtainable! Tonight - Rigoletto - Monday - concert in the cathedral - Wednesday - La Sylphide. Weepy because Elizabeth had booked them. Good - but not perfect - solution to the evening problem. More leftovers. He especially liked to talk about my 42D tits. At 510 and 180lbs I supposed I seemed like an amazon to him. I would kid him about telling Doris on him for flirting with me. He would always tell me she wouldnt care. I would tell him that a woman of my size would hurt him if we had sex. He would always tell me that what a young women needs is an experienced man. As a 52 yr old, blue eyed blond, I wouldnt classify myself as a young woman. The better I got to know him, the more I teased him. As.