By the time I revisited Caryn and Judy at the hospital, I was smiling, again.The next two days kept me running around in haste, but I made sure that I...��d spend some time with Caryn and Judy as often as I could. When it was time to drive them home, I felt that I was at least familiar with those few baby things my employees had teased me about. Maybe not yet comfortable, but at least familiar. After all, Judy felt so small and fragile in my hands. Caryn’s brother had visited the hospital to see. Ich hatte mir ein enges T-shirt mit Ausschnitt angezogen. Meinem Dad gefieles gar nicht aber mir um so mehr.Im Zug sa? ein ein junges P?rchen mit 2 kleinem M?dchen im Kindergartenalter.Die Frau sagte: "Anfangs war f?r Kids es ein riesen Schock, als wir uns allever?ndert hatten. Jetzt haben die sich dran gew?hnt. Und lieben es Z?pfchenzu tragen. Jetzt freuen sie sich darauf, gleich Opa als Oma zu erleben."Ein Mann, der hinter der Familie sa?, schien mich die ganze Zeit zubeobachten. Es macht mir. I just reached for her and pulled my two beautiful lovers into my arms. My lovers. Not Bree or Allison or Kate. My heart began to slow down but I was still having trouble catching my breath. “Oh god ... I thought it was...” I stopped, not wanting to say what I thought. “I was dreaming. I had a nightmare.”The two girls petted and soothed me with words like ‘there there’ and ‘it’s okay.’ But I knew it wasn’t really okay. Yes, I’d been passed from girl to girl for a kissing contest and I was. We will have fun together and I will bring her home, after you get home. It will be kind of like a date, though that is a ridiculous notion, considering her age, not to mention our age difference. Since pumping a young girls self esteem is so important, you might want to even characterize it as a date, though you and I both know it is really a different kind of babysitting experience, she doesn’t need to realize this.”“I don’t know if that is a good idea or not.”“Listen, Tracy. It isn’t like I.