As I watched more and more, I came to the realization that I was bisexual, but wanted to hide it because I felt I could never tell my family or my fri...nds. I was raised to believe that homosexuality was wrong and that it was a terrible sin, but deep down I wanted to have sex with a guy. I wanted to experience something to see if I would actually like being with a man or not, and as I thought about being with a man more, I wanted someone who was going to use me, control me. I wanted to make my. By mutual consent we decide we cannot wait and get bolder in our caresses of one another's bodies. Deciding to catch my breath I turn away and lean on the car. While I'm leaning over you start to run your hands over my shoulders, around to my breasts. Slowly as if weighing them you lift them and mold them with your palms and fingers. Running the nipple between your fingers as you slowly kiss around my neck to the sensitive skin behind my ears.Then slowly your hands run down my body. Massaging. We finally had to leave his place Monday morning for coffee and somebreakfast. I checked in with Gran last night and told her Cam and I werelearning to just be together. She was a bit smug telling me that she toldme so.The fire was still raging inside me for him. This burning lust he'screated in me made me feel a little crazy, the feelings he stirs in my mindand body are so wonderful. Laying here with him, getting to make love withhim, just thinking about it brings a lump to my. So, I thought maybe after school on Thursday you could come by and I’ll show you where her food is and give you the key to the house.” “Thursday? Well, I have cheerleading practice after school so it will be a little later than usual. Is that ok?” “Yeah”, he said, “no problem. I’ll be home. Thanks. I really appreciate it. You’re a sweetheart.” “No problem, Mr. Saunders. I’m happy to do it for you.” “Please, Jennifer, call me Rick. You make me sound so much older than you. Besides,.