.yet. But from my counseling perspective I knew the physical part usually happens well after the emotional part was already in place. Once someone tas...es the deliciousness of a hot new attraction, a new potential lover, the excitement is similar to taking "crack" for the first time. It's a dopamine rush and it's really hard not going back for more. Yup. For me that infidelity line was already crossed and was probably crossed weeks ago. It pissed me off. It was a fucking real life dilemma. Then. She opened her eyes and asked meAnanya- is it correct what we are doing?Me- I don’t know baby. But feels soo good and I don’t care if it’s correct..Saying this I turned her around. Her eyes were closed again and she was going to say something but I grabbed her and kissed her lips the next second. Ummm her lips were somewhat like priyanka chopra big and juicy and it felt awesome kissing them I sucked them and kept sucking her mouth. My hands reached inside her kurti.. And felt her bare back. My. I got to know that this was a book meant for conceiving a child who will then have ritual intercourse with his mother’s vagina when he attains puberty. I kept on reading it and finished it in a few hours. The book inspired me to build my desires for having a boy and then mating with him, as gods did in heavens.The book also had a detailed procedure of how to do it. I was required to chant kamadava’s and rati’s name everyday for about 10000 times. This was huge but me being a very religious. ’The image faded.‘I didn’t listen to you and ignored your inner knowledge,’ she said to the blistered orange and red body lying on the bed table before her, its skin erupted and burned so that her first officer wasn’t even recognizable. Alana was one of the few left that hadn’t succumbed to the radiation sickness that had taken most of the female crewmembers of her ship, leaving less than thirty to service a crew of hundreds of males. Not that it mattered anymore – the males were all impotent.