I tried to buck her off but the only thing my lower body did was contract. “You don’t have to be scared sweety”, she cooed. “Just let go. Rela.... It’ll be easier for everyone.”’She touched me for what felt like an eternity. I tried to distract myself so I wouldn’t come, but the drug had addled me badly and I couldn’t focus. My body responded shamelessly to her touches and the only reason I didn’t come, was because I was scared. “Use your toy, Jenna”, said a tall girl in the back. “We only have. ”He smiled reassuring, then tilted his head to the side, acknowledging his own uncertainty, “Truth is, I don’t know either. My plan is for us to just feel our way through, and find out what seems right. I know that may not be the most reassuring thing for me to say… and I can pretty much guarantee we’ll screw up a few times along the way… but, the thing is, it doesn’t worry me too much. It’s like what you pointed out this morning; you’re not made of porcelain. I know you’re right. I’m pretty. Unhone mujhe cupboard se pain relief balm nikal ne ko bola, maine wo nikala aur unhe diya to woh kehne lagi ki tumhi laga doh, unhone gown pehna tha , unhone thoda gown upar kar liya, unhke pair kafii soft haiMaine hune pair pe maalish shru kardi, dekha toh mami ki annkhen band ho gayi thi aur woh apni jubaan ko daaton main kaat rahi thi, phir unhone apna gown aur upar liya aur kaha ki dard upar bhi ho raha hai, unki panty saaf dikh rahi thi, main maalish karta gaya, abb meri bhi haalat kharab. ..." Ellie, I have your power of attorney, remember? It was easy enough tochange your name to Eleanor. I wanted to get your real breasts, but theywon?t operate on a sick patient unless it?s vital. The nurses helped meget your ears pierced and your hair done. They shaved you, too. They?reused to that. There is Premarin in your I.V. drip now, but it?ll bemonths before you blossom." But Jenny. This is too soon. Too sudden. I can?t just flip a lightswitch and be female." Tut-tut, Ellie," she said..