Carrie gasped when she saw the room; there was a large table with straps for legs and arms, a set of stocks. Whips and clamps, along with other things...she had never seen before adorned the wall opposite her. She turned to leave before things got out of hand but it was too late. Sarah was behind her and grabbed her. Steve took her from Sarah’s grasp and dragged her over to the stocks. He easily bent her over and locked her into place. He walked over to the wall and selected a crop. He walked. I masturbated exclusively to gay/shemale/crossdresser videos. And so it went. Present day: My thoughts and actions are shifting a bit. I still consider myself a heterosexual. I still shave and wear women’s lingerie, underwear, etc. but the frequency is getting less compared to a few years ago. There’s nothing sexier than a woman, to me. Perhaps that’s why, if I could, I’d become a woman. But when I watch straight videos, I put myself in the place of the woman. I identify more with her. I’m not. The four Anderson women were allowed to visit Steve together. Kate broke into tears when she saw Steve wrapped in bandages with an IV in his arm."Oh, Steve! Look what they've done to you!" she sobbed as she leaned in and kissed him all over his face. "We were scared to death yesterday when we heard the gunshots and then the fire alarm went off. Then we heard that you had a shootout with terrorists and you killed them all. I wasn't surprised. Then I heard that you might be dead and my heart. I chuckled “well we didn’t know we were related until later “I said “we both come from large families. She was the daughter of one of my grandmother’s sister's daughter’s and we were both young ``.Emily laughed “and you didn’t know that,how long did you date her before you found out? 6 months” I said “we both fell in love and had many things in common,even the sex was wonderful”.Her mouth dropped “you had sex with your cousin “she said “yes and a lot of sex too”I said “it was just luck that.