Andwhat about school?"His mom smile even more (if that was possible at all) and winking at himreplied, "Oh, why, you are excused because you are ill! ...eavy fever and abad stomach!"Had he been a toon his eyes would have popped out of his head showingquestion marks. Nevertheless his jaw dropped disbelievingly and would havemade some toons proud. His mom giggled like a school girl before soberingup and mimicking a strict school nurse: "Yes, a heavy case of birthdayfever and stomach aching badly. Next the bell rang we got dressed and she gave me a kiss goodbye and she left.AFTER SCHOOLShe came by and picked me up and as soon as I got in her truck I noticed she didn't have pants on and she shoved my head down and I started eating when we drove off. When we got to her house she pulled in the garage and she closed the garage door and I got up and we went inside. We started stripping on the way into the shower. When we got in it was hot but she said give me a back massage because I'm very. Wack, wack, wack, I guess i was going with my third thought. My fist were flying hitting Nasir in his face, his abdomen, no exact aim. I was angry hurt. Why would you do that, I smacked him. My last swing, tired and angry I wanted answers. You done, he said wiping a little blood from his lip. Those lips. You bitch you sent that shit to Tony, why, I stated him in the face. A grin never leaving his lips. Can I at least come in. Hell no, and I dont appreciate you knowing where I stay, he. It doesn't end there. I'll see a nurse later in the day and I'll still think about - Well, I think about touching myself, or her touching me, and then I brush up against something and it happens again. It feels like I'm missing something because I am fucking missing something.D. What else?J. Everything. My whole body. I feel weak, tired. Incredibly weak. I feel so small, but I also feel the - It's like the world grew the same time I - I shrank. My hands feel strange, it feels like I've never.