." I trailed off trying to imagine thereaction.Nancy reached over and stroked my nylon clad leg. "Don't worry,Marsha, honey, everything will be alri...ht, you'll see. Now then, Ican't wait for you see what I brought home for you to wear."My old closet, once containing my suits and other male clothing, hadbeen cleaned out and re supplied with new women's clothing. It lookedlike Nancy had cleaned out half of one of her stores. If I'd had anydoubts about Nancy wanting me to stay with her, this. Amy and Vicki were in the living room talking when I entered.“God you look a mess Dad!” My youngest exclaimed.“I know, I’ve just looked in the mirror for the first time.”“Not out on the pull tonight then?” Amy asked with a grin.“Thought I might give it a miss tonight, although I thought that maybe some of the young Goth girls might go for my current look.” I said.They both laughed. Vicki looked at me than at her sister. “You know, with a bit of makeup no one would notice. What do you think. Then, we talked about all the places I thought I might travel.Before I left, he told me that he understood about me needing to keep moving. “Just come back home when your drifting is done and the restless winds are no longer calling you out. You have a family here now Joss, and they’ll need you here with them.”When I looked at my map, for some reason the town of El Dorado stuck out to me. The name itself made it sound like a good place to visit, since it was sort of on my way. I didn’t learn. .. remember what I said to bring, and don't be late!"Saturday morning I arrived at the port and met Jenny at the gangway to the Sky Princess, but what a surprise! There I stood with a very light suit carry bag, with only the few things Jenny told me to bring, while she stood waiting with two large suitcases a carry bag larger than mine and a make-up case. When I started to ask why she had so much luggage for such a short cruise, she just told me not to ask any question... for now... and help.