It was time for her to sleep as well but I don't know why we decided to write something on a paper. I don't really remember what I was writing and why...we decided to do that, but that was something we decided to do to stay longer with each other. When we finished, we said bye to each other and hugged again, this time longer. Then I found courage and kissed her, she was surprised but she kissed me back. We were doing french kissing. Then I started to touch her tits her body. I didn't even care. He had certainly paid them enough to do so.Amelia saw the expression on his face and knew he wouldn't tell her any more or what he had done to Hywel, that helped her to make up her mind."I'll be staying here. I don't want to come back to the house. I'm enjoying my life now." But Amelia, think of the life you had, the fine clothes, the money, you never wanted for anything."Amelia sighed, "Those things aren't high on my list of priorities right now. I've seen a different side of life, one that. Now him being mad is one thing, but him being drunk was something else entirely... and he was drunk a lot. He would go on a rampage. He would break things in the house, he would throw things at me and he would break me down. Every day was the same, hands, fists, books everything he could hit me with he did. He said I was worthless, a freak, that I deserved to die. He made me insecure, shy and at some points he made me hate myself. Then when he found out I was on hormones he lost it. He started. I cleaned my cum and went to check but both we’re lying naked on each other and I went out for Satsang. I couldn’t stop thinking about it.I fingered myself that night thinking about their sex. My attitude towards him changed since then I began finding him attractive.I am a 54-year-old and have no means but to finger myself to satisfy me.Once it happened that we had some problem with our ceiling fan and my daughter-in-law had called for her rakhi brother. My daughter-in-law got a call from her.