Damn, he needed to get used to his new body. It just felt like a too tight piece of clothing, if he could try to describe it. Or the world was suddenl... too big like he was a kid walking in his father’s shoes. He was obviously drawing unnecessary attention and needed to tread more carefully.“You know what would help me?” he asked. “You telling me about the kind of guy I am.”That was a good start. What better way to get to know himself – Alex – than by asking the closest person to the guy?“The. As I lightly brushed my fingers over my own vagina, I was unable to control a deep “AAaah…hh!! from escaping my mouth. My vagina had grown so sensitive that, I could have orgasmed at my own touch. My eyes compared their clean pubes with my unshaved one. The girls laughingly said “Vaishoo..your husband will go nuts trying to find out your cunt hole…Ha..ha..Ha!! Sex was still a taboo topic in my morally upright f****y & my highly educated peer group & therefore my only sources of sex knowledge. ‘I promise not to do it again. You believe me don’t you?’ ‘Corey, I’ve already decided to forgive you and to trust you. That’s why I brought you here. I gave you my journals to read so you knew what I have been doing. I want to be sure that you will trust me.’ ‘What? Why wouldn’t I trust you?’ ‘Look at me,’ I explained. ‘I keep running from one guy to another. I couldn’t keep myself away from Wyatt at the pool.’ Then I admitted, ‘I’m not sure I can trust myself.’ ‘Susie, I trust you. You’ve. Blonde wig, heavy makeup and an all black t shirt. I remembered and made sure to shave close as possible the night before so I could ready myself quick as possible. My friend Matt was knocked out on the couch as I looked through the hallway touching myself. Oddly enough he's never had sex before and I've never had sex with a man. In a sense we would be taking each others virginity if I or him didn't completly freak each other out. As scared as I wanted to just go back into my room and get back.