It was just too wide.. so took it as deep as I could, lubricating it with my saliva as well as I could, and then couldn't help myself anymore.I haven'... had sex in quite a while, not even having used my two earlier, much more modest sextoys, so I was afraid. and not without reason, really, As I felt the tip inside my ass, I felt as if I was being fucked deeply allready, my little hole forced open wider then it had been before, but when I checked how far it was really in I saw the tip had only. Barish ke karan didi ke baal hoth or nipple se pani tapak raha tha. Oe unke hoth bhi kaap rahe the.Fir didi ne mera haath pakda or chalane lagi. Maine didi se kaha ki didi underwear panty or bra to room me rakh do to wo muskurate hue boli ki koi zarurat nahi hai. Humdono ek dusre ka hath pakad ke barish me bhigte hue chal rahe the. Chalet chalet achanak maine apne dono hath didi ki gaand par rakh ke unke gaand ko daba diya. Mere achanak ke is harkat se didi ucchal padi or aage ki or kud gayi.. "Well, Grandma and I go to church. But we're home at noon. Why don't you come over and meet her?" Meet your Grandma? You sure? I mean, HOW are you going to introduce me?" My friend. My mentor. She knows about mentoring. Why? Should I tell her something different?" Oh, no, Nina. That sounds good." And then if you want, we can go for a ride or something..." That works," I said. She dutifully gave me her grandma's street address and I wrote it down."12:30, okay?" Okay, punkin," I said."Uh, Dan...". But it's true and I will explain why given the chance.So I'm here, typing. God, I'm actually typing my thoughts and I have a "so called" happy marriage with four c***dren. Why am I so sad, why to do such a thing?There must be something wrong with me surely?I am a reasonable husband and a reasonable father. I am, in fact, a respected person within my local community. So why am I doing this? Sharing my soul with strangers?Do I really think that strangers could help my current lockdown shit?I.