So there I was, between a rock and a hard place, too scared to try andbe a girl, too scared to even say that's what I wanted, yet knowing ifI didnt do...something, and soon, I'd look less and less like a girl andtransitioning, assuming I found the courage to, would be that muchharder, maybe even impossible.Then things changed.My mom got called into work this morning, even though it was aSaturday, and decided I was old enough to not burn the house down whileshe was gone, so I was on my own for a. “Well, I was just heading off to bed,” he said as he placed his plate in the sink. “Can I join you, Um, I mean I would like to see if your room is comfortable. I mean I’ve never seen the guestroom,” I said clumsily. “Sure, I’d love to show it to you,” he replied with a strong innuendo to his voice. We quietly went up the stairs, careful not to wake my folks. I sat on the bed and Liu sat next to me. “I wanted to tell you privately how much I appreciate you disciplining me when I need it,” I. It was just accidental and we soon would forget the incident”. She sobbingly said ” I wanted to keep all my muscles fit and thats why i did not wear anything inside”. I wiped her tears and stoop up saying ” I understand and its perfectly ok. Pooja is thinking that its all her fault and we shall all forget everything and continue from tommorrow”. She immediately stood up and hugged me sobbing. Another shock went down my spine. There is a sexy mature lady hugging me with both of us in our minimum. She handed me her shampoo and I washed her hair. It was growing out, but it was still pretty short. She rinsed and I washed it again. As she rinsed her hair a second time, I commenced to wash her body. There was no love-making involved, even though I was far gentler handling her body than I would be with my own. When she was clean, she stepped under the spray, and then she was ready for me.I suppose I could have cleaned myself much faster, but it is much more pleasurable to have someone else do.