I don't know, I do know he did not love me... hesimply wanted to take the love we shared because I don't think he can feelit. He wants it but does not...know how to... open himself to it. When...that night... I knew, but couldn't acknowledge it. But the next day, whenyou left the whole house of cards fell apart and I felt so lost and aloneand I understood, finally where you had been. My god, so bleak and cold...it was only the need to be sure you were ok and then the chance of youcoming back.. “Billy is resting his hip and I volunteered to give you the tour we missed yesterday. What say we start up top and work our way down? We have already informed the tenants that we would be doing a walk around this morning, so there should be no surprises.”The tour, from the roof top down to the sub-basement where the server farm was, took about two hours. The view from the roof and the top floor, for that matter, was spectacular. The corner office that faced Santa Monica Blvd had a panoramic. She went to her bedroom on the other side of the house and slipped into a nice hot shower.Zed quickly found problem. The pipe entering the house was corroded and needed replacing. He was going to have to crawl under the house. He went around to the front of the house and rang the door bell. After waiting patiently for a few minutes and trying again, he became anxious. It was freezing outside and he didn't want to stand around in the cold. He tried the door, but it was locked. He walked around. Wendy and Phil had always enjoyed sex together but that had fizzled to almost nothing except for when Phil needed to 'get off' after having his few beers. Wendy was young and had sexual needs that were not being filled. She found herself sometimes fantasizing about making love to someone but would force herself to stop. She became a tortured victim of her own fantasies for they did not satisfy and left her only more in need and more depressed. She could not find the relief she needed by.