I'm flattered, but forget it."The day my dad announced that he and Mary were going to get married my brother George and I threw a party for them. I ca...ght Mary alone in the kitchen after she'd had several drinks and was in a mellow mood. She smiled at me and asked, "Are you going to mind having me around all the time now?" "Not a chance" I said, "The more you're around, the more opportunities I'll have, and sooner or later I'll get what I want." Mary laughed, "You can't be serious!" I took both. Ihated myself enough, and knowing what others' hearts really thought of mewould only make my insecurity worse.Slowly, I inched my way into the testosterone-filled den where the menwere clapping and cheering on their team."Who's winning?" was all I could think of to ask, trying to be admittedto the inner circle of masculinity of which I used to be a card-carryingmember. Every male head paused and looked back at me, staring as if Iwere standing there stark naked. After a few moments of shock. I would have been a damned fool ta walk away from that, it was so good! An' I had four more women just beggin' me ta fuck them! They had ta be worth hangin' around fer, even ifen they were not as good as Martha. Hell, ifen they were not, maybe they could learn!Martha an' I slept fer half an hour or so, an' when we woke up, she gave me the biggest kiss, yet. I said, "Martha, ifen that was a sample, ya kin count on bein' married ta me as long as ya kin stand me."That was close ta the last thin' I. I told him I didn?t want to just be a good-timegirl and he totally understands my feelings and doesn?t want me to thinkof myself that way. We?re in a relationship and he loves me and he isagainst me having sex without him knowing about it, but if it?compliments? (his word) our sex life then he feels it is OK.Personally, I just wanted to know that he feels the same way about me asI do about him. He thinks of me as his and that?s good enough for me.I?ll be anything he wants me to be if he will.
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