I've got all this hiding I have to do... lying, sneaking around... it's... it's not... working." Do you want it to work?"What a harsh question, I thou...ht. "If you're asking me if I love you and want to be with you, of course I do. I'm just scared. I'm scared of losing David, even though he's just a dumbass some times, I... I'm scared of my own reflection in the mirror, I'm scared of Marisol, and I'm scared of losing... of losing..." Of losing beautiful Nina-land," she completed the sentence for. Black dress, black hose, and black heels gave her the appearance of a movie star. Her makeup was flawless and her long blonde hair looked totally natural. I was so excited. Once inside, we talked a little, and she got me a drink to help calm my nerves. It was already after 8, so I wanted to get made up as soon as possible. Jenny helped with my makeup, but I was too uncomfortable to let her help me get dressed or see me change. I was in her bedroom and she was out watching TV. I picked. I had had made out with a couple girlfriends but it never went much further than kissing and fondling one anther's breasts. Being quite flat-chested I envied large breasted girls and stole glances at them after gymn class in the locker room while we showered. A classmate named Angel was a beautiful black girl with enormous breasts and big dark nipples that were even more appealing when lathered with soap and shimmered with water. I was hard not to gape at them. If caught I would have surely. Her head fell as she realized she would have to live with this choice for the rest of her days.With a haunted look etched deep on her features, her eyes glanced up at Bremer.Bremer nodded through her tears. “Go, Bena. I’ll take care of them.”With an anguished sigh, Bena looked at her mother. Elva had finally released her daughter’s arm and, instead, placed her trembling hands on her husband’s chest. There was blood pooled on the chest, but she doubted her mother even noticed. Bena looked up at.