" I had a friend..." Okay. Always smarter than the rest of us." No, love. Look what I did to you and Devi and me. I never..." I heard the sobs. "I'm t...e biggest fool." But you're my fool love. Whatever foolishness you bring me into, I love it because it means I'm with you. Nothing else matters. What's going on?" Nothing." I heard Devi yell in the background, "Tell him!" Goddamnit Bess, I'd do anything for you. If you're in danger so am I. I can't lose you again." It's the setup here, love.. , you and I have already been through our hard times. All that's left down the trail is the good times we should have enjoyed together," he said, still unable accept his devastating loss.Yet, he took comfort as he looked around him at the quiet group of Mourners, his own cowhands, and some of his neighbors who owned ranches nearby. He felt a certain sense of belonging.The entire ranch community had joined him in his grief. He appreciated their desire to express their sympathy and was grateful. Besides, if it hadn’t happened, I might never have known my best friend is such a great kisser.’ ‘God, but you saying that is so weird because, while we were kissing, I was thinking the same thing about you.’ Before he could reply, Debbie continued, ‘Damn, but life would be so much simpler if we weren’t such good friends. I mean, the thing is, our being good friends has gotten us so screwed up we can’t…. Well, we can’t even screw.’ Mike nodded and flipped away his cigarette. ‘Right as usual,. But not this year, this year I've decided "screw it I'll just go alone, I'll meet new friends there". So I buy a plane ticket online. On the day of I go to the airport, check in my baggage with my tent and all my stuff. Find my gate.There's no many people here, just me and 20 something women, their age seem to range from 18 to 26 and they are beautiful. All of them wearing summer dresses in various colors, I overhear them talk about which bands they'll see. They are going to the Summer Music.