One by one, in their defeat, each boy eventually wrote her off as cold and stuck up, or lesbian. A number of girls showed interest too but Jane, whil... cordial, remained aloof. She was aware of the perception other students held of her but only smiled at the fire that constantly flowed through her veins and burnt in her loins stoked by her love for Shawn and what was in effect her secret minor in Eroticism. Some readings were confusing at first. If not for Shawn's full lyrical voice and command. But every time she looked at Sam she saw him smiling in a direction and if the states cock between his legs was anything to go by then he was definitely attracted to her. After a simple meal of Shepherd's pie, Lucy and Sam sat close enough for their bodies to touch and it seemed natural to Sam the simply raise his arm and put it around the shoulders of Lucy.In the quiet still of the evening, without distractions of radio or television, Lucy began to explain about her history with boys and how. .. yeah," Mary said, blushing a little.Meanwhile, the crowd was starting to get a little antsy."I have an idea," Jake said. "Let's just jam." Jam?" the women said in unison."Yeah," Jake said. "Just play for the sheer joy of making music. I'll set the tempo and you two just follow my lead with whatever you think blends in." Jake, I've never done anything like that before," Mary said."Me either," Cynthia said."It's time you learned then," Jake said. "I'll start slow." Jake!" his mom hissed at. I had been crossdressing for about 4 years at the time and was very active in the tg community and the support of other girls just coming out and coming to grips with their identity, whether they be cd, tv or ts. I would attend twice monthly a support group for girls like us. And a bunch of us would always attend this bar that catered to girls like us after the meetings to socialize, talk and dance and for some of us hookup with a hot guy. It was actually called “The T Bar”, it was well known.