.." John, I know your heart. I know your mind. You're worrying me so much. I want you to be happy after I'm gone. You need to start over and that is n...ver easy, but I want you to. Please? For... me?" Oh god... Becky... I love you so much... I can't lose you. I don't want you to go."He hugged me tightly to his warm strong body. I hugged him tightly to me too. We had always had each other now we were faced with this... separation. Permanent separation. I was afraid of course, of dying. Nobody. You walk behind me and get something off the dresser. Next you tell me to turn my feet inwards and to bend at the waist until my upper body is parallel with the floor. You lube my asshole with what feel like very cold lube. You tell me to relax grab the weights hanging from the ball stretcher and begin to insert a medium sized butt plug into my tight ass. I know this will help prepare me for what is to come later. You tell me how much you are looking forward to fucking my ass with your strap-on. . Sensible and sophisticated people don’t turn me on and believe me it’s worth being stupid and idiot sometimes. Coming on to sex story, this happened with me when I had stopped thinking about what went wrong in my life that things are getting into negativity all around despite being so happy and positive. I started looking for things which can make me happy after all the dramas of the life. I met this gorgeous punjaban lady who was looking for some regular fun and happiness.We met through a. “Okay, okay,” I said, putting my hands up to protect myself.“Did you know Jane’s sister loves The Cranberries?” A shake of the head from Tina.“It’s also her birthday next week. Did Jane tell you what a great time her sister had and how over the moon she was that Jane had got hold of the tickets?”She had her head down and hands in her lap; she knew she’d jumped to just the conclusions I had laid out for her. I gave her a minute of thought before starting to tickle her and she threw her arms.