"Jimmy, I've asked myself that same question at least once a month for over 35 years. Sometimes, when I was feeling very low about my life, the answer...was yes, that I wished I'd never met him. If I didn't ever know how much I could love someone it would have been a lot easier to love your father. I was convinced during those times that my life would have been better just with that one thing. Jimmy, I've often thought that your dad's life and your life and Phil's would have been better then too.. Bruce commanded '...come over hear and kneel down between my knees, I want you to suck me off and swallow every drop...' I was so exhausted and just wanted to go to bed. As if I was hypnotized I staggered over to him and slowly went down to my knees. Bruce leaned forward and took my head in his hands and guided my face to his erect throbbing penis. I looked up at him pleadingly as he brushed his rigid penile glans across my lips. Bruce lifted my face by the chin and said '...come finish by. Reaching your hand down to wrap around my hard shaft, you found Mandy's hand was already there. Your hands joined hers and it was my time to moan. "Lay down, Honey," Mandy told you. "I think Paul wants to take you." You looked at Paul, smiling, and then did just as Mandy had instructed. You allowed her to spread your legs and open your moist lips with her fingers. Paul's dark tanned, muscular body hovered above your golden skin. The head of his large, pulsing shaft, pushed at your opening.. But she said that although from time to time she had some weird feelings she would never do that. She was committed to us and to our homne. I believed her!! I am jumping from point to point because there is so much I want to say, that I am really not paying attention too much to "timeframe". Porno films arrived one day (bought by me, of course) and she went berserk when she saw them for the first time. After the first scene had ended she jumped on me and said "give it to me daddy like in the.