In a flash, I understood her.I had thought it was a one-sided love. I was wrong as she had loved me too, only like me, couldn’t express it. The talk... we had affected both of us, only we both didn’t say anything, the greatest mistake of our lives. When she saw me with Lucy, it must have destroyed her. She must have thought that she was just another one that I seduced, and that made her angry. Combining that with her mother dying, and that left a huge hatred in her heart for me, which must have. Although I loved cross dressing I had no desireto change sex but instead just enjoyed the sexual thrill of wearingpanties. My cross dressing had developed from dressing secretly at my hometo venturing out at night. I knew that I would not pass as a woman indaylight but found the excitement of going out in woman's clothes wasincredible. Often I would cum spontaneously, often more than once, as Iwalked along the streets, just with the sheer excitement of what I wasdoing.Wearing a tight girdle. I moaned from the pleasure of having someone else jerk me off. He began to talkk dirty to me asking me if i liked it and stuff like o yeah boy i bet you want me to suck on this know dont ya, i nodded excitedly and he quickly lowered his mouth and took my head in his mouth. The feeling was unbelieveable, his mouth was so wet and warm i could barely take it. he was moving his tongue around and sucking so good it seemed like he had done it before. As he sucked on my cock he was playing with my. Joanna, he learned, had not lied to him about her family and past. But the name? That was beginning to irk him. He spoke. ‘Will you not introduce me to your friend, Joanna!’ He noted Emily’s surprise at the name. Joanna made the introductions. As he joined the conversation he made sure to use the name several times. And he saw Emily’s expression growing more confused as she heard it repeated. Eventually the women embraced and parted. Terence decided to leave the matter of Joanna’s name for now..