“Don’t bother to deny it, honey, I’ve seen the look before,” Juwanna chided teasingly. “The way you’re holding onto that boy you don’t p...an on turning him loose anytime soon. And the look in his eyes tells me he don’t plan to protest.”Jacqueline looked at me, unsure just what to do. “If you plan to stick around, go ahead,” I said, motioning to Juwanna.“I would love to have you help,” Jacqueline said to Juwanna. “I consider myself a decent cook, but I wouldn’t even know how many potatoes to peel. Your heart is that conflicted?”“You know how much I love her...” I sighed“But...”“Clarissa was right - I want to be a doctor more. I feel like a complete cad.”“May I be direct?”“Sure.”“How many relationships have you ended for exactly that reason? Or didn’t start? You actively tried to chase off girls until you found one you couldn’t chase off.”“I didn’t chase Angie away. I didn’t really try.”“Mike, none of that was real. I’m not saying Angie wasn’t sincere, but there’s no way to know what’s. Maybe I could be with Luci tonight but fantasize about you, Jenny. Is that okay with you?” I smiled big, “Yes, that would be hot for me.” I handed him a card key to room number 713 and walked away. I had already given Luci a key to that same room. I now had only one room left available, which I would personally use. I grabbed my overnight bag from my car, and a few minutes later, I ran into my boss Ted. He said, “Jenny, when I gave you all the room keys earlier, I forgot to keep one for myself.. It's so girly and those hunks on the wall...Iwonder what it would be like to...What am I thinking? I shouldn't behaving those thoughts, I should only be thinking about Bobby. Huh?Where did that come from? I must be going nuts. He does have cutekissable lips though. I've got to get ready for bed. I can't wait totell Vickie that I am going to be taking ballet lessons. I think I'llwear my Prussian blue satin nightie to bed tonight. It feels so goodagainst my skin,"ooo"Why can't I wear what all the.