” “You want to make a statement then,” I ask growing angry,” You want to put some real fear in them? First you look like you’re showing merc..., let them think they’re safe and THEN you hurt them. They don’t feel shock when you tell them its coming, they wait for it.” “Why mercy, they don’t deserve it,” he asks with a tone sounding like someone spitting. “Because it’s not about you showing mercy, it’s about them thinking you are putting everything behind you and when they relax you hurt them. You. I decided to get dressed and spend the day in my sexy clothes and wait till dark since I was still embarrassed about wearing feminine clothing. I decided to change into my black thong with pink mesh and matching bra with fishnets, before locking the door and laying in my bed and taking a nap before that night.Once night came, I woke up instantly aroused from the thought of going out. My face turned red as I looked through my assortment of sexy clothing that I had brought. I decided to wear a. I picked up all of the workers the next morning. Four of them had to ride in the back of the pickup, but they didn't seem to mind. I had Pedro connect the John Deere to the big wagon, but only with the low fencing on the bed to hold firewood.Ben drove my truck with men in it, leading Pedro with the tractor and wagon. I drove the big truck with the bulldozer in front of all of them so I could position the truck and trailer where I could get the bulldozer off. We were all unloaded and ready to. So, so much. It’s true when they say, you don’t know what you had til it’s gone. I know you didn’t have anything to say to me, so I have refrained from contacting you or interfering in your life. The hair and beard make you look even more distinguished than you were. I had the most loving man a woman could ask for. My selfish, entitled persona told me I deserved to have some extra marital fun and Robert played right into that scenario at just the right time. My counseling told me a lot about.