" What can I do?" First we have to be certain that your love is not because he has helpedyou and has been the hand you hold when you cross the street.... Do youthink about him when he isn't with you?" All the time. When he goes away on business for a few days I feelmiserable and it isn't because there's no shoulder to cry on, Boris isthere and so are Allen and the girls so I am not lonely, just lonely forhim. When we had our celebration the other night, Barbara and Maeve hadto put me to bed and. She saw Hoot looking, “I don’t care you’ve already seen them, and that was fun catching that big fish,”“Let’s get a few more like that and we’ll have a good fish supper,” Hoot said and they split off again to fish.Sue Lynn liked fishing under the low hanging limbs and Hoot took to casting toward the stumps that were sticking up and along the sunken logs out in the lake.Hoot caught five bass that would average maybe four pounds. Sue Lynn caught six that would average close to the same and one. Holding me, protecting me. He is my world, I live and breathe to please him, and in return, he lets me. His joy is my joy, his upset, my devastation. I look around myself, to find a kitty tray filled with posh, perfume scented cat litter, and realize it’s for me. It makes me aware of just how much I need the loo, and I delicately crouch in it, thankful for the privacy. I hear my pee hit the litter, and it’s so odd. So animal like, yet so much more natural than using the toilet. Humans are. " He half-expected to see papers floating through the air in her wake."She's always been like that," Cam told him. "Always with the nervous energy. She used to run, sometimes even before school, just to calm down." He paused, remembering. "She was on the track team. Distance runner." Before the days of Ritalin," Jake observed."No." Cam shook his head after some thought. "I don't think it was anything like that. She just had a lot of energy. Good student, it wasn't like she couldn't concentrate..