Making me feel like a worthless piece. Why do I want nothing more than to be yours? My body aching, just wanting to feel your love. My teeth stay sma...hed into my lip, trying to stay quiet, so as to not make you mad, just wanting to please you, day in and day out, but getting nothing in return. Your hand on my head, my eyes shooting their glance to you while soft purrs fill my throat, eyes glancing between lips and eyes, making me blush and bite my lip in embarrassment. Why can't I be myself. "Maybe you don't want to be part of a couple who doesn't sleep together." No 'maybe' about that." Please take me home."That he did. I'll grant him that. I climbed the stairs still in my coat because it was the only thing that was fastened. I hurried into the bathroom, great excuse. By the time I took my coat back downstairs, my bra was fastened; and my shirt was tucked into my jeans. I thought I looked calm, cool, and collected. "What's wrong, dear?" asked my mom."Nothing at all," I said, and. " The rest of the girls huddled around me, most of them still tipsy and gregarious. They were too far away to get a good look at what had gone on behind the front desk, but they knew I had fulfilled the dare, and they were over the moon about it. Lara and Sophie took turns pestering me about what it had been like. Kaitlyn and Jessie were a bit more subdued, though Kaitlyn was laughing and teasing along with the rest of them. Jessie looked a bit distant, though. Melancholy. I was too overwhelmed. I had designed it with leather and wood working just for this. It was covered with intricate designs carved into the wood of the chest with leather strips wrapping over the top and linking to intricately designed buckles on the front that held it closed. The greatest idea ever, thats what will be used. Just cant get on it yet, but it can be prepared. A grin spread across my face as I chose the pieces I wanted. Walking over to it, I adjusted the mount for the harness down to a comfortable place.