' But I did my fingernails too.In the middle of doing the toenails I told her, hey, 'I have been spendingall this time learning how to be you. When ...ill you be like me?'"Like what? She said. Then I told her to take her own shower. To justclean herself with soap, no creams, no oils, no loofahs. Then I had hershave her face. I shave everyday even though I probably could miss a fewdays. After that I sent her to the guestroom to play my video games allnight long. I know how she despises. “I’m kind of freaking out.”“Me too,” she said. “I mentally prepared myself on how to react if I ever ran into someone I knew at one of these things. I thought about what to say, but for the life of me I can’t remember any of it.”“It never occurred to me that I anyone else at school did what my mom and I do,” I said.“Right after I started with my family they sat me down and told me about our lifestyle and community,” she said.“My mom found the group in a moment of desperation,” I said.“How did. I guess that makes up for the fact that the place totally lacks privacy. There are no doors on any of the booths, just a few flimsy crotch-high curtains. There are lots of glory-holes s**ttered around and it is a turn-on to see obvious blow-jobs in progress from booth to booth because views afforded by the high curtains.I made my way into a split-level area—a few steps up to a viewing area of a big screen with a wall but there is also a viewing area at ground level on the other side of the. ‘Well, I’d say a man snooping around these parts right now isn’t any good. A doorbell won’t do you any harm.’ ‘Yes, ma’am.’ The woman walked back into her house and shut the porch light off, leaving Gabe in the darkness. His body shaking with defeat, he never quit something. Never walked away, but this time it was out of his hands and he had to. Slowly walking back to the truck, he shook his head knowing there had to be another way. Just as he unlocked the door, it came to him. A few weeks ago.