"Oh no dear, Ishould have been clearer. The bra and panties were for him to wear. Men,sometimes I do not understand them."Sally shook her head and out...her hand on her forehead in disbelief andasked, "Why would you do that dear? Neil is all man."Cecilia responded, "Oh you know that party you and your ex, Faye, had;while I found out that night I wanted a sissy. Faye told me that all menhad a sissy in them so I just wanted to bring that wonderful 'girl' out inhim. I guess he was not ready to be. She grabs her purse and we exit her place as she holds my arm. Wow. Ifeel like I'm on cloud nine.Dinner was great and we chatted like old girlfriends all night. For somereason I felt very comfortable sharing some of my deepest thoughts andfeelings with Jacquelyn. She would laugh and giggle as I became morecomfortable.We held hands all the way home and as soon as we got inside her house sheattacked me, pushing me on the couch and laying on top of me as sherubbed my arms and face while she slid. Never had I felt such a sharp pain in my life and it was driving me crazy. I could honestly say he was too big for me. “Yamani stops your too big, you’re hurting me please stop “, I screamed. I tried to push him off top of me but he was way too strong and heavy. Tears rolled down my face I couldn’t believe this was happening to me. “Maybe we should do it a different way”. He suggested. Yamani turned me over onto my knees…he told me to lift my hits up higher I turned my head looking back to. It was a very small magazine with only four stories in it but he read the tableof contents. Story one was about fitting into your new life, story two was aboutfemale health (Periods, PMS and Pregnancy), story three was about exploring yourbody and sex (which included contraception) and story four was aboutbrainwashing your mother into believing she was always a boy. Jennifer startedon story one, it was a short story which basically said, "You will naturallydevelop most of your mother's.