As our senior year progressed, I began to think seriously of a future with Terri. Intellectually, we fit perfectly. I tried subtly, then more directly... to help her improve her physical image, specifically her clothing selections. However, she was very reluctant to change. Besides, she was poor by most student standards and I was in no position to help her at that time. When I thought about it, I decided how she dressed wasn't important ... at least not important enough to reject her.As. She held me by the shoulders at arm’s length, and when I finally had control of my roving eyes, we locked gazes for several seconds. She said something I didn’t understand, then slowly pulled me toward her. For a moment, I thought she was going to kiss me, but instead, just as our breasts pressed into each other’s, she placed her lips to my left ear and whispered ‘Remember!’ And I did. Just like that, I remembered it all: the lunch on Wednesday, the ‘episode’ with in the employees’ lounge on. Mom: vaise bahi tum dono friends ke jaise ho so koi problem nei hogi and bahar kisi ko bahi tum dono ke upper dout nei jayega and tumhari physical need bahi complete hogi. Tum jo bahi cahe kar sakti ho and hum tumhe kuch nei khenge bas tum bahar kisi aur ladke se asa kuch nei karogi and bahar na kisi se hume asa vaisa kuch pata nei chlna cahyiye.Me:(kuch sochne ke baad) ok mom I don’t have problem with this but bahai manega kya is baat koMom: beta ladko ko bas ye sab milna cahyiye and wo phir. I wrapped my lips around his finger and licked the cum off of his finger. He smiled and kissed me on the forehead. I was still fingering myself and he told me I could stop.For the first time I felt really dirty, and it didn’t feel like making love. Marco said some nasty things that I did not like, and made me do some things that I didn’t feel comfortable doing, but he is much more experienced than me, and I guess I am going to have to learn to do things to please him. I am not sure what.