As the last one said he had to get home to his wife I had to make a decision, do I hang around the bar like a lonely old man or do I go home and jerk ...f to something online. Before I made that decision though I saw half a dozen or so 30-something women waltz into the bar.Including my step-daughter Becky.She spotted me to and came running over,“If it isn’t my favourite step-daddy.”I smiled, wryly, if Becky called me that it meant only one thing, she needed something, and that was likely to be. Lisa bought Mary a little hand carved figure she said looked like me. I bought Lisa a hand-blown glass rose... and another for Mary. We ate messy cream puffs and drank bitter coffee.We had dinner at Rudders — it was wonderful... and walked back to Sylvia's.Have you ever tried to fall in love? Mary was the second woman I felt I truly loved. The first left me without a reason on my twenty-second birthday. Yes. It does still hurt. A lot.I've been out with some nice girls... I've even dated a few. I cautiously followed her towards the kitchen where I could see the photographic lights were shining. As I turned the corner into the kitchen I saw Sally behind the tripod camera and my eyes followed to where the camera was focused. Jan was lying, naked, on the kitchen table with her knees drawn up towards her chest and thighs spread wide. Jon was standing between her thighs holding her hips and thrusting his hips back and forth. Anne was shooting with a hand-held camera with its own lights.. When I returned, Debbie was all over Trent on the other sofa. Shewas wasting no time going after him. Within a few minutes, Debbiestood, took Trent by the hand, and led him upstairs. She waved at Tyand me as they went to our bedroom. 'Now, what was I going to do?' Iwondered.Ty placed his hand on my thigh again. "You are so sexy Lee Anne," hesaid. "I haven't seen a woman as hot as you in a long time."I knew he was full of shit. I may have looked good, but there is noway that I was that special..