Most of the games and little lessons were from my Mother. The degradation and humiliation was more from my Grandmother. They really thought it was so ...dorable, them treating me and teaching me how to be a girl. Momma would dress me up and let me play with barbie dolls all night long and she would love to watch me play, I loved it! I had NO clue this wasn't normal either, lol! But as I grew and got a little older.... I also became their house maid too! Sort of like Cinderella. Not always fun and. Naturally when I had entered the room my eyes had focusedon Julia and not what was lying on the bed.Julia spoke in a very seductive manner."Darling you treat me so much like a lady I want to show you what it islike - I want you to experience the soft sensual sensations that a girlgets when she wears beautiful lingerie close to her body. Let mebegin..."With that she led me to the bed, picked up the suspender belt, and heldit up in front of my eyes."Would you like to try it on?" she whispered.Me!. I swallowed, felt icy prickles run up and down my spine.Very deliberately, I concentrated on my right foot. I could feel my toes wiggle; I could move my foot at the ankle. I just couldn't move my leg. I could mildly flex my knee, but just a tiny bit. My left leg, my foot could move, just not as much. There was a little more play for my knee, but not much. My hands were fine; I could flex my fingers, my wrists and elbows just fine. But move them? Nope.I heard a sound a few inches from my head. I. The less said about the trip until we got to Colorado, the better. The land might be beautiful, but to someone who saw the Pacific Ocean every morning when she got up, it looked too dry. The mountains were impressive, but we had those in Oregon. Mt. Hood and the Sisters look a lot more impressive than a range of mountains that were even higher.After Colorado, the ground flattened out. Lewis and Clark called it the Great American Desert. We did some tourist things in Kansas City and St. Louis..