You observe my habits, my needs and preferences, in a monkey see, monkey do, form of education.As is my wont, I have not allowed you the freedom to fe...r, just to observe until, to your utter surprise, you understand that I have not done any of the terrors you were expecting.Your late husband thought you were having an affair and that bus was only a happy happenstance as he began his violent episode. Or, that is, his latest violent episode anyway. Six months of marriage have made you realise. "Watcha got?" I asked."Just some toys, you will see later," she replied.A few minutes later, I heard some noise coming from down stairs somefurniture skidding across the floor. While I was curious, I was not aboutto poke my head down there. The "Twins" were in the kitchen drinkingcoffee after a late morning arising! House Keeper, Helga was justfinishing cleaning the bed rooms, and making the beds, then carrying downthe used sheets and pillow cases. Ann came up from the basement, and toldus. If you're on probation, you can't leave the county without notifying the office. I didn't. I left Friday morning and came back Sunday night. It wasn't much and I didn't think anyone would notice. I wasn't exactly a high-profile felon. I did a shoot for a site up there. But Monday morning, I get called into probation. I had to meet with them once a month, you know. I wasn't scheduled to visit for two more weeks. I got there; the woman asked me if I'd left town without notifying her; I admitted. He comes in to my house and he grabs the back of my head with a fist full of my hair andpulls me in for a breath taking kiss. My God, that kiss! His tongue is as skilled as any fingeron his hand and twice as mind blowing. Once his mouth took mine, I was his.He ate at my mouth, feeding the need we have both felt since the last time we saw eachother. The need to remind me I was.His baby girl. His, dirty little girl. He was gentle with methe first time, but I knew he wasn't always going to be that.