...RELAX, IT WILL FEEL GOOD IF YOU RELAX !", I said in the best reassuring tone I could muster. It was more of an order than a request or advice.My co...k has a taper to it so while the head is large and has a wide flair to it then just past that is narrows then begins to widen and thicken in the middle then tapers back down again.I was at the thickest part of my cock inside of her and this always had been the hardest part for my woman so I knew once we were past this point then things would get. I can't keep leading her on with the threat that her behavior will result in me dumping her. Either she never does it, which has some bad points as you pointed out, but the immediate issue goes away; or she does it, and I decide one way or the other. The latter is the case. The party is the likely place. We have to do this."I think she's reaching a point where she might not care what I decide – kind of like resolved to her fate, whatever it might turn out to be. I want her back I think, fully. The gardens had some long, formal name I didn’t know offhand. Donated by some rich old alumni in honor of his dead wife, I believe. Sappy, but sweet in a sentimental sort of way. Mostly, we just called them the Gardens, when we called them anything at all.Which wasn’t too often, sad to say. Lovely as they were, they were so far to the edge of campus that it was one enormous pain getting out there, and even the nearest parking was a short hike away. It was sad to see something so beautiful. So, what to wear today? The first choice was obvious: black or white? She decided on a black thong, which of course being identical to the red one she wore yesterday fitted equally as comfortably. The bra she took off last night was put on again this morning; perhaps she would try the black one tomorrow. She could have worn the same top, too, but as she knew Bernie wouldn’t mind, she found another that she’d almost chosen yesterday. The one thing that she rarely, if ever, did usually, was to.