I still wish to be alone with Doctor Bohanan, but their combined attention is kind of nice. Embarrassingly, I start to get hard, but try to conceal it...with my arm. ‘So, let’s talk about your last appointment.’ The doctor says. My heart stops for a moment and I freeze. Surely he wasn’t going to talk about that in front of this young intern. I feel a blush burning my cheeks. ‘Nothing to be embarrassed about Mr. Jacobs.’ The doctor smiles and speaks in a reassuring manner. He has such a disarming. I did indeed know how it was: too many secrets. When you grow up in a group of small villages, convinced that you're the only homosexual within a one hundred mile radius, you learn to keep your mouth shut. I'd never gone through the 'denial' period I'm told a lot of homosexuals experience - I never went out with girls or anything - I just never said a word about my sexuality. Andrew had been the first person I'd told, two years before, when we were sixteen. I poured out my heart to him that. "And Johan made me um..." Go on. We're all friends here," urged Leah."I know, but I've never done adventurous stuff like this. It was hard enough doing it, let alone telling you all about it while I'm still hot and bothered." That's her good girl talking. Someone get her another marguerita," said Amy-Lee, giggling. Leah refilled my glass and I threw it back with a flourish, almost immediately feeling the colour rising in my cheeks."Woohooo! Johan better watch out tonight!" said Fi, laughing. I. She had beautiful auburn hair, nice tits, and a cute butt. We met at her place. Doing so made her feel more secure. It was agreed there would be no alcohol. She did not want to lose control or for me to conveniently forget the no intercourse rule. It was a hot summer day . She answered the door in a bikini. I had on shorts and a T-shirt. We didn’t waste any time on chit-chat. I kissed her full on the lips. I took off my shirt, held her close, and kissed her again. Oh, those tits felt good.